An Open Letter to Life

Posts Tagged ‘freshman

I start college tomorrow,  I’m nervous and excited at the same time. I keep wondering if 3 years from now will this day be a good memory,  one that I look back to and think “oh, she was so young”, or “I’m going to miss college forver”, or will it be a bad memory that I want to bury in a sandbox. Answers will come in time.

I don’t know if many of you are worriers, but I am. Even if it’s something that I know is going to happen a year from now, it still bothers me. I will have to enroll full time next year, thus making me able to work MAYBE 20 hours a week. I’ve never not had a full time job, and it scares me to have to go back to being supported by another person, I’ve been my supporter for so long that it feels odd…..even though it’s 12 months away 😦 guess that means I can actually get involved in my school, and study and hang out with kids my own age and broaden my horizons (but I’m too awkward to bring out in public)

look at me getting all personal, but it’s on my mind, and bothering me like crazy, makes me feel better to jot it down and get it off the old noodle. Still hitting the gym, have kept 10 pounds off, but it’s not enough!! Need to work harder


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